A Girly Holiday - 29

 

I googled out this time perfectly and blocked him successfully. I woke up the next morning. I got a message from this guy who bought me chudi. He asked if we can meet. I messaged him that I am very much angry on him. He asked me why, you missed out a golden opportunity yesterday. He was shocked and asked me what did he miss. I told him that I was dressed up in saree. He told that he is really sorry. I seemed not be to convinced. I told him that asking sorry for mistakes is not the solution. Need to do something to make it work out.

He told me that, he is ready to do anything for me. I asked him to take me to Pub. I thought he will hesitate and ignore me. But, he played on by saying that, anything for you Angel. I was on high. Someone calling me Angel. But, I was worried if he knows that I am a crossdresser or he is still thinking me as a girl. I felt very sad. I told him that I want to tell the truth to him. He asked me what. I told him that I am not a real girl as you think, I am just a crossdresser. Many people don't know, what a crossdresser mean. I asked him, does he know about a crossdresser.

He told that he knew it on the instance I got down from the bus. He told that he likes crossdressers very much and respect their feelings. I asked him, then why he did not convey that he knows that I am a crossdresser. He told that he decided to play along with me. I was shocked on hearing it. He told that he thought of revealing it while we both meet on Pub, but you have revealed it much earlier. He asked me not to worry and told that he is there to support me. I was very much happy and thanked him.

He told me that, he is ready to accept my girly nature, but he wants me to be his secret girlfriend. I told my conditions and stuffs, he obeyed. Now, he asked me to be a good girl and wipe my tears and get ready in saree. He told me that he will take me to a temple.I was very happy. I told him that I will get ready and call you back. I went inside bathroom for taking bath, suddenly more of a girly feeling popped out. I was thinking about him while bathing.

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A Girly Holiday - 28

 

On the one end, I was enjoying my girly side, but on the other hand, I was very much worried about the end of 2 days. I have just 2 more days left. I thought to myself that I should enjoy these 2 days to the core. I wanted to tease the second guy, who bought me a new chudidar. So, I decided to change to a saree. For a crossdresser like me, any girly dress is enjoyment. Of course, saree is the heaven of this enjoyment. So, I decided to dress up in saree. I did a light makeup and got ready in a cream saree and red blouse.

I did not want to risk. I started of with a message. I messaged Hi to the number that was given in the visiting card. I thought of waiting for sometime to get a reply, but I did not get. I felt to wait for 15 more minutes, if I did not get reply, I will sleep. As expected did not get reply. I decided to sleep and play along with him on the next day which was Saturday. I began to fall asleep. It was very silent. In school teachers used to say right, pin drop silence, it was like that only. I have very sharp ears, even the smallest of noises might wake me up. I heard a beep sound of vibration. It was my mobile.

I wanted to see the phone but was lazy to get from the bed and take the phone that was on the table. I heard the second beep. This time, the wildness inside woke up and decided to check the message. I expected the message from the second guy who bought me chudi, I was horny for him. But, the message which I received was from the first guy with whom I stayed in his house. I was having a shock, how come, he messaged me, I have blocked his number. Actually, I realised that I didn't block him properly. Actually, I was thinking, why would I block him.

He had not committed any mistake. I don't want him to do any harm to his wife, keeping myself in mind. I decided to see the message. He told me that, he wants me to live with him as his wife. It is not reality and not possible for me. May be I can be his secret wife, but that is also not sure. I am not believing in that. He messaged me like he is missing me badly. I told him to understand my situation, I have to come to see my dead relative. I dont have any other option. I told him that I will try to come as soon as possible. I began to google and decided to check how to block him permanently.

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A Girly Holiday - 27

I was in a dilemma, whether I need to stop or move towards my house. But, I decided to stop and ask him, what is the matter. He told that I looked good in Chudidar, but I will look more good in saree. I thanked him. But, I told him that it is very easy to wear Chudi and maintain, but dressing up in saree and maintaining the Saree is a bit hard thing. He told that I speak really well. He told that, he wants to speak more with me. I understood, that he is trying to get my number. I wanted to tackle this situation.

I told him that, I am not in a situation to talk currently. He immediately told no problem, you talk to me, whenever you feel like and gave me his card. He asked me to call anytime I want. I thanked him and left to my room. After reaching room, I switched on the mobile. I was shocked to see so many missed calls. Yes, it was from the guy whom I spent the previous night. He was desperate for me. I felt really bad about me and sorry for him. I tried to call him. He picked the call. He asked me, what happened, why you did not pick my call.

I didn't want to hurt him, by telling the truth. I just wanted to explore my femininity by him for a single day. I can't be a girl with him daily. He is already not good in terms of relationship with his wife and moreover he is hitting me for a relationship kind of stuff. That is not possible for me. I dont have any thoughts of becoming a women or transgender. I just want to lead a normal male life and Crossdressing is kind of hobby and nothing more than that. So, I wanted to avoid him. I told that, I am really sorry, I was travelling to my native as my relative is in hospital for a serious condition.

I told him, currently I am not in a mood to talk and I dont have privacy to talk. I will talk once I am back to Bangalore. He agreed to it and cut the call. I felt releived and decided to change the dress. This is a new dress and dont want to spoil its fragarance and changed back to night dress. How much ever dress ladies have. The moment they want to sleep, they will always prefer to change to night dress or nighty. I began to sleep as I have acheived something great. It might not be a great thing, but for a secret crossdresser like me, coming out as a women is always a big acheivement.

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A Girly Holiday - 26

 

He took me inside a shop. The shop was kind of empty, only the manager,sales person and billing were there. Only three people were present. I entered the shop, covering my whole body with duppatta. He asked for a chudi top and legging along with duppatta. He asked for my size. I was shy to reveal the size to the shop keeper. It was like I am a typical traditional girl and I am feeling shy to reveal my size. I acted so. He asked me XL or L. I told L. I asked him, If I could have a trial.

He gave me the dress and asked me to wear it inisde the trial room. I felt very shy. I asked that person to remain outside. I changed the dress and it fitted perfectly. I opened the door and asked him, if it was fitting me properly. He told it looks awesome on me. I asked him to pay the bill and we will leave from that place. He paid the bill and we both left the shop. He began to follow me. I asked him to stop. I told him that I am a from a decent family. What will happen, if the people in the neighbourhood sees a guy following me like that.

I actually liked a guy coming behind me. But, I am not sure, if he knows that I am a crossdresser or he is thinking me as a women. Anyhow, I felt proud of myself making a guy follow me from behind. I thought that after my speech, he will not follow me. But, he continued to follow me. He told that he is also that area only. I was wondering, he could have noticed me. I was shocked to see that he was living in neighbouring PG. Since, there were 100's of guys staying in PG. I might not know who is staying inside it.

But, he has noticed me, since there were 3 people in and around. I asked him, if he knows me before. He told that he had never noticed such a pretty woman in their locality. Thank God, he is thinking me as woman, he did not find out that I am guy. I asked him why he is walking slowly with me. He told, he is coming with me to protect me as it is already late night and the area where we reside is not that safe. I thanked him for getting a new dress. I went back to my home and he asked me to stop.

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A Girly Holiday - 25

 

I went on with the cheap and best plan. It was none other than railway station. I checked the trains that are in station for 30 mins. I reached the station before the train arrived. As soon as train stopped on the platform, the people were rushing to get the seats. I went to the AC Coach. Entered the bathroom and began my transformation. I got dressed in the Chudidar with the makeup and stuffs and came out of the bathroom with a lot of excitement. No one was able to find out me. When the train was about to leave. I got down from the compartment.

It was a real thrilling experience, checking out if someone can identify me. But, it was my good luck and no one could recognise me. I thought that people will think me as a transgender but my makeup was better this time and they thought me to be girl. I wanted to train my voice to speak in a girly manner, but afraid to take a risk.I decided to board in bus. I was looking for a crowded bus, want to find out how much guys go craze for me. I entered the bus and stood near guys, wow what a feel. I got crushed by 4 guys.

It was a pleasure combined with pain. I got down a little bit earlier than my stop. At that time, a guy from bus got down behind and started to follow me. The roads were empty. I got afraid if he might have known about me. I began to walk fast, but this girly heels and dress did not allow me. My Duppatta feel down. He began to chase me. At a point of time, He touched my shoulder. My Chudi tore and my inners were visible. He got scared. He told, You missed your bag in the bus, I came behind you to give it back.

I kept on calling you. You did not respond, he told me. He gave the duppatta and asked me to cover my lovely body. I thought of playing along with him. You have torn, my dress, now who can answer this. He told me it happened accidentally and there was no intention it. I told him that it is one of my favourite dresses, how can I answer in my home.He asked me not to worry. He told that he will buy me a new dress and pay for it. He took me to a boutique and asked me to select a dress.

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A Girly Holiday - 24

 

That was a wild night indeed and we had fulfilled our desires to the core. The morning when I woke up, I was shivering. I was crying a lot. I was like a lady who had lost her virginity to a man for the first time. The next morning I woke up and then saw all the clothes scattered here and there. I took them and went to bath. I have told him like I have to go to office on that day. He told that he will drop me to office and pick me back. I told him that I have not brought formal dress to wear.

He told that he will buy me. I told him a big no. I am not interested in someone buying manly stuffs for me. I asked it will be great if he could buy some girly stuff for me. He immediately took me to a lingerie store and purchased me some modern dress and told me that you can wear it tonight. Actually, I have got leave and wanted to enjoy my femininity, I could have stayed with him and remained as his wife for 3 more days. But, something had happened that made me leave that place.

It was a holiday and so I had some breakfast and slept very well. I was so tired over that night.So, when I woke up it was around 1PM. It was nice to be with him, but there was some dilemma, whether I can trust him or not. He is so loving and caring, I was fearing if it could turn into a obsession or addiction, so I wanted to put an end card to this. I blocked his number. How, stupid I am, I was longing for a love from a guy. I got it some how, but I was unable to sustain it. Yes, it is always goo to keep crossdressing as a fantasy. I don't want to cross its limits.

I thought of trying something different this time. I wanted to try dressing in a different place. Yes, wanted to do another experiment. I was thinking a lot, what can be the better place to dress up. There were some choices that were running over my mind. The first one was a Pub, where I can find someone interesting, second one was a railway station, where I want to enter as a guy and come out as a women and the last one is a mall, where I want to enter dressed up as a women and try some girly stuffs. What was my choice, will be continued in the next part.

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A Girly Holiday - 23

 

Tears started to roll out of my eyes, when I began to tell my story. I am the only son of the family. I had one elder sister and one younger sister. I don't know the reason, since there was no girl child in our family in the previous generation. My both sisters were given more importance and care. Me being a guy was not given much importance. That started to give a inferiority complex to me. They were getting pretty clothes, pretty dolls and lot more girly things. But, I was getting toys like Car, Cricket bat and so on, which I was least interested in.

Then we used to play some games, my parents always used to support them, even the mistake is on their side. They might think that, girls are going to stay less time in our home and might move to inlaws place after marriage, so they wanted their daughters to be happy always. The next thing was I used to study well and score more marks and better ranks than them, still they used to ask me to score more. They never bothered even if their daughters fail in exam.

There were lot more incidents like this. After coming to college, My sister fell in love with a guy, my parents never opposed it and agreed to marry her to the loved one. But, when I told my love story, they asked how much dowry will she give. So, I had to lose my love because of this. I did not get a proper job since I was a guy. My classmate who is girl is pretty and she got job immediately because of gender. All the things are difficult for a guy, but girls were getting everything easily, atleast better then men.

Note : These are mindset of the character, not to discriminate or blame anyone.

These were the reason, that initiated the spark in me and wanted me to dress up like a girl and get true love from men. This is not the truth, but this was the reason given by the crossdresser to impress that guy. He was impressed by that guy. our crossdresser started to shed tears and that guy came in and consoled her. He kissed on her forehead and asked him not to worry, he will be always there to support him. He took her to bedroom.

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A Girly Holiday - 22

 

I am very much kind hearted and I wont like to use harsh words or bad words to people. Especially for the person who treat me kindly. I agreed to dress up in front of him. But, he has to sit in one corner and should not touch me while dressing myself. He agreed to that. I told him not to touch me, till I perform Pooja. He removed the towel and threw it on the floor. I immediately wore the bra and panties. I was not able to hook my bra properly. Actually, I can do it, but simply acted as if I cannot do it properly and was struggling to do it. I asked him, if he could help me. I did that to tease him. But, he immediately came near me running and hooked the bra. I told him good boy and asked him to go and sit in that same place. He obeyed me like a school kid and went and sat near that place.

Then, I wore the inskirt below my navel. Even though I am going for devotion, after everything is over I need to seduce him, so I got ready in order to tease him as well. Then, I wore the blouse. He was unlucky this time as this blouse had hooks in the front. I did it myself. Then, I draped the saree. He was enjoying the way I got ready. I did little makeup and looked like a perfect middle aged middle class women. Then, I wore the mangalsutra that was tied by him. He told I look beautiful and want to add some more beauty to me. He added a necklace to me and kept sindoor on my forehead. I wanted to hug him for making me look more beautiful. I thanked him and told him to wait for sometime, let me finish Pooja and comeback. He agreed again like a obediant boy.

It was 6PM and I started to do Pooja like a married lady. I had some devotional books on Ganapati Bappa and started to sing with full devotion. He was sitting near me and putting flowers for Lord Ganesha. I thanked Lord Ganesha for answering my prayers. Atleast, I got a good friend who help me in dressing like a girl. We both were mutually happy with each other. If one of us is not interested in this friendship or relationship, then we would definitely split up. I asked him, if he was really enjoying my company. He agreed to that and asked me what was the doubt. There was no doubt and all, I simply wanted to know something. I asked him, if you feel that you can share that with me, let me know or else not needed.

The Pooja was ended and the talking session began and it was 7PM. I asked him, is he feeling something guilty. He did not understand. I expanded my question, do you feel guilty for cheating your wife. He told that he is not feeling guilty. I asked him the reason, he told me that, his wife is not showing love for him. It was his earning that makes his wife care about him. He told that, getting love for money is not the correct way. I can get that even from a prostitute. But, the love should have a mutual understanding. I told him that it is not possible, nowadays love have lesser value than money. Even if there is true love, it will not happen unless we have money. Now, he started to question me, you look handsome, you might get many girls, but why you are interested in dressing like a girl and making love to a guy. It was my turn to tell about my flashback and it will be continued in next part.

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A Girly Holiday - 21

 

He came near me and asked for the solution of my shivering problem. I told him that, it is shivering because AC, instead of switching off the AC, you can hug me tightly and make me feel the warmth. Moreover, you can go ahead and cover our body with the help of bed sheet. He agreed to me and did what I said. We had a nice time in bed. I never remembered that I am a guy, it was a total feminine feel. He was enjoying with me as if there was a no tomorrow. After sometime, we both slept hugging each other. When I saw the clock it was already 5PM. Should I stay here or go back to my home. My mind wanted me to go back but my heart wanted me to stay back. I wokeup from the bed and asked him,if I can leave from their. He asked me why. I told him that I need to go for work the next day.

He told tomorrow only right, you can stay for today. What he told was right. My shift was like 2PM. Actually, I dont want to leave that place. It was the perfect type of femininity that I was enjoying with him. Moreover, his wife's clothes fits me perfectly. I agreed to stay with him for that night and leave to my home in the next morning. He was very happy and kissed me. He thanked me so much and told he want to do something. He asked me if you have any desire, tell me I will fulfill. I told that I always wanted to be housewife of someone. But, I have not got opportunity for the same. If you are ok, will be able to treat me as your wife. He readily agreed to that point. He asked me if I have some mangalsutra. I took that from my bag and gave him and asked him to tie it on my neck.

He kept sindoor on my forehead as well. He asked if I had any other wish. I told it is Ganesh Chaturthi today and I always dreamt of doing pooja to god in a feminine attire. I always felt that women had more devotion towards god and I felt that it will be really great if I can get a chance to dress up in a girly attire and perform Pooja. He told that it would be great. I told him that it would be great if I could get some nice saree to wear. He asked me the reason. I told him that, Saree is a traditional wear and Pooja is a traditional devotion, So I always prefer that we should be in a tradition attire while performing Pooja or showing our devotion towards god. He agreed and he told me that I speak very clearly and a very good manner. I told him that please don't keep so much ice, I am still shivering.

Then, I told him let me have a bath and come. He asked me why. Now, we were involved in some romantic things and my body is not in a pure condition. Bathing will give a purity and with the purity I have to do devotion to god. So, I need to have a bath. He told that hereafter, I should not ask you question, you always have a explanation for whatever you do. I went into bathroom, it had floral soap. I bathed inside the bath tub. I looked out for turmeric, it was also present had a nice bath and wrapped towel around my chest and one more towel over my wig. He was present inside the bedroom, where I was supposed to dress up. He asked me, if he can see me dressing up. Did I allow him to see me dress up or not, will be explained in the next part.

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A Girly Holiday -20

 

I was ready and stood in front of him in that Chudi. He liked me very much. I was feeling hungry. I asked him, I am very much hungry. He told that he also has hunger for my body. I told him that I am telling about the hunger that my stomach had and if he could provide me something to eat. He ordered food online and it came after half an hour. He told that, can we talk something till that time. I understood that hunger in his eyes, but he understood the hunger in my stomach and waited for the food to encounter my hunger and then he thought of having fun with me. He was very caring and we both had food. Then, he asked me if am ok. I asked him for some minutes for the food to digest. He did not force me till that time. He asked if I am ok to do romance with me. The girl inside me was ready for the encounter.

I took an excuse and went to the bathroom. I was already horny that time. I don't want to be a spoiler, so I did masturbation and removed all the liquid inside my tool, so that I can be relaxed and a full girl in bed. After 5 minutes, I came back relaxed from bathroom. He asked if we can start. I told him sorry to make him wait so long. he told that it was ok. I asked him,if we can switch off the lights. I felt that switching off the lights will give a extra mood for romance. But, he had preferred light, he told that he want to see my expression while romancing me. I agreed this time to him as the girl inside me didn't want to spoil his mood. I asked him for one wish, if he could switch ON the AC that will give more chillness and connects us immediately.

There was a second wish as well. I asked him, if he can carry me to bed. It is always a great feel to get carried to bed by your partner. I am not sure, how many of you will like that feel. He carried me to the bed gently. I removed his shirt and he was in boxers alone. Wow, What a manly body he had. Everything was present in right places. I felt that his wife would be really lucky. But, I didn't know, why he is cheating his wife. But, that was his personal and I did not want to ask that question to him. Now, it was his time to make the move. He removed my duppatta and threw it aside. I was getting more moody. He was kissing my body inch by inch. He never felt that I am a guy disguised as a women, nor I felt that I am a guy.

I was enjoying the feel of a girl. Many people feel that it is more pleasure for a guy to romance or sex with a guy. But, the real pleasure or more pleasure goes to the women, but they have the ability to control their urge for sex. But, men have little control over their urge for sex. I was enjoying the pleasure. He was using me nicely, he was showing me heaven without pain. He advanced his movements. He wanted to touch my golden hole, so he removed the lower part of my dress that was leggings. My body started to shiver because of the chillness that was provided by the air conditioner. He understood that I was shivering and asked if he needs to switch it off. But, I want that chillness and told an alternative solution to that problem. What was that solution will be continued in next part.

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A Girly Holiday - 19

 

I was cursing my luck. I don't know, why these people always do this to a crossdresser like me. If they really like me. They should have approached me. If both of us doesn't agree to each other's condition, they should not disturb the other one. But, many are not understanding it. Crossdresser's desire varies according to the person. Some crossdresser will like to dress up alone. Some crossdressers might like to dress up and enjoy with other crossdressers and some crossdressers might get the help and support of their own lover or friends. But, I don't belong to any of these categories.I am crossdresser who would love to feel the femininity with the guys. People might think me as a gay, it is not going to bother me in any way. Let them tell, whatever they wish, I am not going to be bothered by anyone.

It is my life and I wanted to live it on my own way. After all, people who are considering me as a gay are not going to spend even a single rupee for me. I lost interest in that guy but I did not lose patience. I was waiting if some other person would approach me. But, it was in vain. After an hour, I got reply from that guy. He told that current had gone in his area and charge in the mobile drained out. That is the reason he was not able to reply. He told me to get ready and then we can have a video call. He told that if we both like each other, then only we can meet. I asked for 10 mins to get ready. He asked me what dress you are going to wear. I told that I have only sarees and nighties. I can wear them only. He told it will be better if I could drape a saree and come. I told that I will do it.

I got ready and did a video call. He was impressed and told he liked me. I too liked him,he looked like a decent guy. I asked him, if I can trust him. I am just looking for a mutual fun. I want both of us to be happy. He told, you can trust me and we can meet. He told it will be really a fun filled day. He told me one more thing. You look good in saree but looking like a aunty. I think for your figure and features you should wear salwar and leggings. I told I cannot afford to buy any ladies dress now. He told me not to worry. He told that he has his wife's salwars and you can wear them. I was feeling excited. I asked him where to come and when to come. He told me to come to nearby metro station and get down at his nearby metro station. He told that he will pick me from there and take me to his home.

He came to the exact location and picked me up. He took me to his house. I was excited to enter his house. I asked him for the dress. He showed me his wife's wardrobe and asked me to select a salwar. I took this blue one. He took it and gave me and asked me to get ready. I told him that I feel shy to dress up in front of you. I asked him if he could wait outside for few minutes, so that I can dress up. He was hesitant to move out. I told him please and he agreed finally. I don't know, why he wanted to see me dress up. May be he will get moody on seeing me dress up. But, there is always a shyness, I dont want to transform in front of others. I got dressed up like a beautiful girl and stood in front of him. After that what had happened will be continued in the next part.

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A Girly Holiday - 18

 

I did not get a proper sleep. I was thinking as if I had missed a golden opportunity of enjoying my femininity with a guy. Many people might think that I am bad and even accuse me of my behaviour, but I don't know, I wanted it. My mind wanted to check his number in that chat and then call him. But, my heart prevented me from doing it. I slept without my conscious. When, I woke up in the morning my dress was wet. I understood what might have happened in my sleep. I might have had some wild night with him and in dreams. I was so bad, instead of calling to his number, I replied to his chat in the morning. As soon as I woke up, I put the clothes for washing, it was spoiled almost. We had washing machine, hence washing clothes was not that difficult.

But, I was not that comfortable to put them outside for drying. I put those clothes in bedroom and switched on the Fan, so that it will get dried in fan air. I had a quick bath and changed into a new saree. I was hungry and wanted to try out something. I thought of ordering food and check out, if my makeup was good. If the food delivery guy noticed me, that I am male, my makeup is not good, if he doesn't find out my identity, then I have a good makeup skills. I ordered the food in my male name.He came and delivered the food, he asked me, Madam it is in name of guy Krishna. I told he is my husband only, then he gave me the food. It was holiday that day on the occasion of Ganesh Chaturthi. So, I was very much relaxed.

After having breakfast, I opened my laptop. I took his number, my hands typed the number and thought of pressing the dial button, but something prevented me from doing so. I thought of chatting with him first. I asked him, if we can have a video call. I told him that I am interested in meeting you. But, before the meetup, I wanted to know you. For knowing you, I need to check you out in Video call. We both need to see each other. If we both like each other and if we feel that both of us are interested in the meet, then we can go ahead and meet. If even one of us don't like the other. Then, the other one should not compel. He understood my feelings. He told me to give him 10 minutes and he will connect in video call.

I asked him which was the App that he has selected and so that I can login into that and wait for him. He told me that he is not comfortable with fb messenger and skype. So, I understood his choice, it was none other than google hangouts. Because, there was no other choice left in the choices that I have mentioned. I asked his ID, so that I can invite him in hangouts to chat with me. He asked me that, you are in so much hurry. Ofcourse, I replied him, stating that, I don't like to waste much of a time. We want to see each other, if one of us don't like other also, then we can move on. I will look out for some other guy and you can move on looking out for some other CD. It was more than 10 minutes, but he did not turn up. I was frustrated. I decided to leave the chat. What happened after that will be continued in next part.

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A Girly Holiday - 17

 

After running this flashback, I am moving into reality. In the reality, I have did some makeup and I wore all the dresses and ready as a perfect women. Usually, girls won't prefer to have a makeup in the night. But, crossdressers like to have makeup, whenever they are girls. I have this habit, I don't know,if it is right or wrong. I used to flirt with girls, whenever I am in a normal male mode. I like to tease guys whenever I dress up as a girl. After getting ready as a passable girl.

I immediately logged on to my facebook account and check if I can tease some guy over the video call. But, I was unable to find a single guy, who was ready to have a video call. The devil occupied my mind during that time, it was desperate to tease some guy.

So, It started to look in google for some websites or apps where there is a option for crossdresser dating. So, she found out a app called Planet Romeo. It is basically a gay dating app, but there are some guys who like crossdressers, transgenders or shemale. So, I tried to hit upon them and tease them. But, no one was ready to have a video call, as we had a clash between the app that we need to use for video call. For instance, I wanted to have video call in skype/hangouts/fb messenger, but they wanted to have a videocall in Whatsapp/Kik. I am not interested to do video call in whatsapp, as I have a single number in whatsapp and did not want to share it to strangers as it might result in some danger in later part.

There might be people, who disturb me by calling or messaging to that number which is my personal number as well as official number. I want to have a separate number for my crossdressing desires, but did not have money to spend for it. If I need to have that number, then I might have to recharge to that number as well. So, it will become a unnecessary expense. so, I decided to act against it. Then, I searched for other apps, I found out a app, where there are 1000's of people. There, I sent a chat message, stating that I am 25 CD from Bangalore and I am looking for some guys from Bangalore for video call in Skype/hangouts/Fb messenger. I immediately got some pop up messages.

When I opened the message, they started to ask if i have place, where I stay and all these type of questions. I was fed up answering these people, they simply question everything. They started to ask my number as well. At that time, I got a ping from a guy, he told that he is alone in his home, if I can meet him and stay with him in his home, till the holiday ends. I told him that it is not possible, am just looking for video fun and not interested in real meet. He immediately left his number and asked me to call, if I am interested. I felt very sad, that I did not get a proper response from the guys and my idea of teasing guys went in vain. I logged off from everything and slept.

It was the first time, I was sleeping dressed up like a full girlish did not get proper sleep that night. Why I did not get a proper sleep will be continued in next part.

To be continued........ 

A Girly Holiday - 16

After meeting that CD I did not get much chance to meet her. It was our final semester and I need to get placed somehow. That was the only thing that was running over my mind. I did not know how to handle this situation. I was not getting placement and losing hope. At that time, I got a contact with a guy, who told that he is a HR and he likes crossdressers and he wanted to spend time with them and ready to do anything for crossdresser. He wants to enjoy romantic time with him. I thought this was the right opportunity. I asked him, I am ready to have a romantic date with him, but will I be able to get job in the company where he is working. He immediately agreed to it. I was very low in confidence during that time.

I was straightforward while attending my interviews, but did not get proper selection or placement. So, I decided to use this opportunity to get a job. I was in home that time without job. My parents asked me to come to Bangalore to attend a function, I told them that I am out of confidence and I cannot come there and face my relatives. They will be asking why I am not having job, I cannot answer their questions. So, I told them that I will stay at home and prepare for interview. I told that HR, he told that we can meet. He told me that, I will book a hotel room, you bring all the crossdressing dresses and stuffs that are needed for dressing. Once, I am fully satisfied, I will hire you for a job in my company.

I never knew, where to go and buy these stuffs. Since, my mom is not in home, I decided to take her dresses. But, I need some ornaments and stuffs like wig and makeup articles. I did not know, where to get it. I approached this CD sister. She told that she cannot give. I never knew, why she envied on me getting a job. I told her, I will pay her the money as soon as I get the job. But, she did not trust me, she felt that I might steal her wig and cheat her. But, she never knew the reality, I don't have a secret place to keep these stuffs. Even, if I had some CD stuffs, I would prefer to keep them in her place, so that it will be safe. I called that HR and told that only ladies dresses are present with me.

He asked me, if you are a Real CD ?, I told her that I am real only. If you are real, then you must have your own stuffs. He told me that, I will give you, time for 1 hour, confirm if you can meet me with all the stuffs or else dont disturb me. I went to that CD house and knocked the door, she did not open it. She was inside the house as TV was running, but she did not respond wantedly, she might have seen me through keyhole and she did not respond. I waited for 20 minutes, no response, so I had to move from her house as her neighbours were staring at me. I was feeling, they might think bad and left the place. I called the HR and told I did not find CD things. He told me not to disturb him anymore, as his plan was spoiled. This is the flashback. Now, we will comeback to reality and how I did my makeup will be continued in the next part.

to be continued....

 

A Girly Holiday - 15

 

Even though, she asked me lesser money for dressing up, I still felt that something is not going right with her. After that meet, I was not able to meet her for 2 months. I will have a plan to meet her, but either of us will be not be available. It went on like this. After 2 months, it was my semester holidays and luckily she was available over the weekend. I asked her, if we can meet this day and I need to dress up very badly. She agreed to do that. I was very happy, this time I did not depend on my dad for money. As, I had saved some pocket money and it will be spent on that day for a crossdressing session. Actually, I forgot to mention that, I have shifted nearby to her place, just 2 streets away.

So, It was easy for me to visit her place as I went to her house by walking. As soon as I entered her house, she demanded money. I have paid her the same money of Rs500. She received it happily. She asked what dress you want to wear today. I was in a dilemma, should I try out some mordern outfit as I mostly dress up in saree. But, the girl in me was mad about wearing saree. It thought that saree will give me a more girly feel. I told her that, I want to wear saree only. She told that she had kept a mordern dress ready for me but she agreed to my wish and told that, today also you can wear saree. She asked me if I had learnt the art of wearing saree. My answer was a big no.

Because I did not get much opportunities to drape the saree at that time. I wanted to try, but since the saree doesn't belong to me and I am just going to remain in that for few hours, I wanted to look perfect in that. So, I told her that it would be great if she can help me in dressing. She did it happily. As usual after dressing up, I took the pictures of me in this saree. This time, she asked me to pose and clicked the pics on my mobile phone. After photo session, I wanted to go for a romantic session, she told that she is fasting and she will not be doing any romantic session. She asked me sorry and told that we will have that on a different day. I felt very bored. I don't know, after few minutes I felt like leaving.

But, suddenly the girl inside me, got an idea, why can't I try out the mordern dress that she had kept for me. I asked her, if I can change to it. She agreed for it. I removed my dresses slowly, it was a great feel and then I wore a mordern dress which a full length skirt type dress. I remained in that for few minutes. I really liked it. It was a different feel. Air was flowing through my body easily. I took few snaps in that dress. Asusual, I felt bored after sometime and thought that it was time for me to leave. She helped me in removing the makeup and made my face look like a guy's face. After that, I left her place. But, I never knew that this will be my last meeting with her. What incident happened between us and why I fought with her will be continued in the next part.

To be continued.......