Sunday, 28 September 2025

The Colors of the Heart

 



The city of Mumbai, a living, breathing mosaic of chaos and beauty, never slept. Its streets hummed with a ceaseless energy—rickshaws honking, vendors shouting their wares, and people walking in all directions like rivers in flood. Amidst this storm of life, Arjun stood on the crowded bus platform, feeling his heart race.

Today, unlike the many days before, he wasn't dressed in his usual attire—a plain shirt and jeans. No, today, Arjun had slipped into something different. Something that felt both alien and exhilarating. A deep maroon saree, intricately woven with golden thread, draped gracefully over his body. His long hair, once kept tucked under a cap or tucked into a short ponytail, flowed down his back in soft waves. He’d perfected his makeup to create a flawless, delicate look—blush on his cheeks, kohl-lined eyes, and lips painted in a shade of red that seemed to promise both mystery and allure.

Arjun had always felt a certain freedom in dressing as a woman. It wasn’t about hiding; it was about expressing the parts of himself that no one knew existed. His parents, his friends, they all saw him as the quiet, unassuming son who followed the rules. But when he dressed in women’s clothing, something inside him blossomed. He felt connected to a part of his identity that had been waiting to emerge.

The bus arrived with a screech, and the doors opened with a hiss. Arjun stepped in, clutching the strap of his handbag. His eyes scanned the bus for a seat. The usual crowd of office-goers and students stood or sat, their faces buried in their phones or lost in thought.

As his eyes roamed over the sea of passengers, he caught sight of him—a man sitting by the window, wearing a simple white kurta. His hair was slightly messy, as if he’d been up all night, but there was an undeniable warmth to his smile. His eyes, dark and sincere, met Arjun's for a brief moment, and then quickly moved away, as if unsure of whether the fleeting glance had been noticed.

Arjun’s heart skipped a beat. He quickly looked down, feeling the heat rise in his cheeks. It wasn’t the first time someone had looked at him like that, but this time, something felt different. There was an energy between them—an unspoken connection that seemed to pull Arjun toward him, even though they were miles apart in the crowded bus.

He slowly made his way toward the only available seat next to the man in the white kurta. The bus jolted forward, and Arjun was momentarily thrown off balance. Instinctively, the man reached out, grabbing his arm to steady him.

“Careful,” he said in a soft voice, his hand lingering just a moment too long on Arjun’s wrist.

Arjun’s breath caught in his throat. “Thank you,” he murmured, not trusting his voice to be steady. He sat down beside him, their shoulders brushing lightly as the bus rumbled along.

The man, who was now looking at Arjun with a curious smile, spoke again. “You look… different today,” he said, his tone warm, but not intrusive. “A special occasion?”

Arjun felt a pang of nervousness. Was it that obvious? Did he see through the carefully constructed layers of makeup and saree? He hesitated, then decided to be honest. “I like to… change things up sometimes.”

There was a long pause, but the man didn't push. Instead, he smiled. “It suits you. You’ve got a certain… grace about you.” His words hung in the air between them, like a delicate note in a song that lingered long after the music had ended.

Arjun smiled shyly, grateful for the kindness in his voice. They sat in comfortable silence for a while, the sound of the bus and the chatter of the passengers fading into the background. It was only when they reached the next stop that the man spoke again.

“I'm Sahil,” he said, extending his hand, his fingers long and delicate. “I don’t think we’ve met before.”

Arjun hesitated only for a second before shaking his hand. “Arjun,” he said softly, his heart fluttering in his chest.

Sahil’s eyes sparkled with genuine interest. “What brings you to this side of town, Arjun?”

It was a question that seemed simple, but it felt like an invitation to share. Arjun glanced at the people around them, but none of them seemed to be paying attention. The anonymity of the bus, the hum of the city outside—it felt like they were in a bubble, just the two of them.

“I work nearby,” Arjun said, then added with a quiet laugh, “I don’t usually take the bus, but today felt like a good day for a change.”

Sahil smiled. “I like that. It’s good to mix things up once in a while. Keeps life interesting.”

Arjun smiled back, feeling the warmth of the moment. There was something about Sahil—something about the way he spoke, the way his eyes lingered a little too long—something that made Arjun feel seen, in a way that no one else had before.

As the bus continued its journey, the two of them talked more—about work, about the city, about dreams that felt far away. But the conversation between them never felt forced, never awkward. It flowed naturally, like a river that found its own course. For once, Arjun didn’t feel like he had to hide parts of himself. He could talk freely, knowing that Sahil didn’t judge him for his appearance.

The bus finally came to a stop at Arjun’s destination. As he stood to leave, he turned to Sahil, suddenly reluctant to let the moment slip away.

“It was nice talking to you,” Arjun said, his voice soft but sincere. “I’ll… I’ll see you around?”

Sahil smiled, that same warmth lighting up his face. “I hope so,” he said, his voice carrying a hint of something deeper, something unspoken. “Take care, Arjun.”

As Arjun stepped off the bus and into the bustling street, he felt something stir inside him—a flutter, a hope. It wasn’t just the thrill of wearing a saree, or the fleeting attention he had received. It was something else, something rare and precious. He hadn’t just met someone today. He’d met someone who saw him—not the costume, not the facade—but the person he truly was.

And that was enough to make him believe in the beauty of unexpected connections.

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The Colors of the Heart

  The city of Mumbai, a living, breathing mosaic of chaos and beauty, never slept. Its streets hummed with a ceaseless energy—rickshaws honk...